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So this is confussing, I tell an immigration lawyer that I am American, but have been living outside of the United States sense I was seven and a half years old, so in response, the lawyer says, that my husbands visa will be denied because I don't have any ties in the united states. But I have family over there, and the lawyer never asked if I had any family over in the States, he just automatically assumed that just because I have been living over here for so long that I must not have any relatives in the united states.

I want to sit down with my husband and ask him what are the steps that we need to take in order to try for a baby. I am going to make it clear to him, that I understand why we can't ty for a baby right now, but what exactly are the steps that we both need to take.

Actually we've already had that talk, so I think that once we have left this country, than we can talk about babies again, and once I have published my story, and once I have made money online, because that is going to be my new job.

Afterwhich I am going to tell him that I want us to try for a baby.

I am supposed to go to the states for vacation, which should be interesting, to see my brothers again, I haven't seen them in such a long time.

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My new story is coming along greatly, I'm working on the second part of the story, which I think is going well. right now I'm working on the draft, so I know I will have to go back and proof read it when I am done. Meaning when I get to the forty page mark. Right now, I'm at the fourteenth page mark. I wrote seven pages yesterday and seven pages the day before.
I think seven pages a day, would be a good thing.
I may not always get seven pages, so at the least three pages would be good.

I wish Triond would fix thier image problem at this rate I am going to have to find another website to make money off of, through writing.

Or I will just focus on my blogs and my writing. Because I plan on getting it published once its ready.
Right now its not ready.

Tomorrow if tomorrow comes, I should be going to safeway, of course right now its not sure, so if I don't hear from him, I'll call and see what's going on, or maybe not, or maybe yes. I hate bothering him when he's working unless its a dire emergency, like no drinking water, or electricity.

So I will let him get back to me, and if he doesn't I'll wait till I see him and then ask him point blanky, to take me to the store. and if he says, "When?" "Now would be good."
because i never get a striaght anwser otherwise.

Seeing that I haven't heard from my friend I am going to safely guess that she's not back in Riyadh yet.

I need to get some glass bottles. because this American muslim blogger who lives in Eygpt, takes to boiling her water on the stove for a minute, and then she pours it into glass bottles and stores them in the fridge.

Now I'm not sure, if you can do the same with a plastic cup that doesn't have a cover and put it in the fridge to cool down. i think the point is to boil the bacteria out of the water.
I mean that's the whole point, the whether or not we store it in glass bottles afterwards.

being more assertive.

I woke up at eleven twenty eight this morning. which is the earliest i have woken up in a really long time.
I notice that I tend to be scared of my own shawdow, mostly i get scared or nervous of angrying someone but I need to stop doing that.
So in future when i see my husband again---usually he goes on buisness trips, so anyway,
when he gets back from his trip again----i am going to just ask him to take me to safeway,
no going around in circles, just simply ask to go to safeway, and he can either say yes or no, or, suggest another day.
and we have already agreed for the most part on monday,
however if we can't go for any reason, and he calls and says he can't take me, then i'll ask if he can take me on Tuesday,
I am hoping that i will be visit to see my friend on Monday, but seeing as that she hasn't gotten back to me yet, I am going to take a wild guess and say that she hasn't gotten back, so whether or not
she's in the city or not, I still want to go to Safeway, because the point is to go to safeway, and if not Monday than Tuesday.
Because any other day is out of the question.
and while i am there, i'll pick up, the garbage bags, shampoo, dish soap, and floor cleaner and new sponges.

Quran and other things

Today I woke up at two forty two, and prayed right away. Then I started on the laundry, and then I emailed my husband, whom I haven't heard from, sense I called him last monday, but I haven't heard from him sense then, and so I have emailed him. I wish he would get with the times and get his phone connected to the internet, I mean blackberry is just a waste if its not connected to the internet, and they've got various bundles. for internet for phones. Because I figure if he can't always get to a laptop, or computer, at least he has his phone, so that in case, I for example cannot reach him through sms, or a call, due to no credit for example, i could just email him, and he would be able to see the email through his phone. I could even ask him to get whatsap, and that way, I could send him messages via that messenger, which would be more cost effective than say getting an internet connection for the phone.
Sense I have already listened to the entire Quran, safe a few chapters----I am going to leave the tv off, till about seven and then from five in the morning, or maybe before that, well last time, it was five in the morning, when they started with the first chapter,
because i have heard the ending chapters already, and the first chapter, so i need to hear the third chapter, fourth, and fifth chapters, but if i can get it from the start, and just keep it on, or i could just put it on now, and then put it back on again at twelve.
or actually after twelve.
so I put it on, now they are on Tobah, I have to go check what chapter that is.
its chapter nine.
So its relatively close to the beggining.
well now it's on the tenth, chapter, I think I may have already heard this one, but i will keep it on anyway,

stories

I have a feeling that I am going to be a successful writer. I don't know how I got that feeling, but I just got it. Maybe because I beleive in myself, and I am going to stop at nothing, within reason to becoming the successful writer I know I can become. I have been writing for years and reading for even longer than that. And I really feel that my stories are really coming along, they are far cry then my stories of the past. back when I used to mix everything up and write unifinished fragments and use, they're for thiers, and mix peoples names, or add new people, and change peoples names throughout the story, because i would forget what i named them when i first started writing. I have been thinking outside of the box, when it comes to writing, thinking up new ideas, instead of just copying the storylines that are already out there, i have been writing based on my own imagination, not based on someone elses imagination. So the current story i am working on has nothing to do with anything i have ever read or even seen, it is purely from my imagination, and the same goes for my other story, i haven't added anything more to that story, but i'll but sure to add more to it in the future God willing.

I am now drinking earl grey tea. this morning I woke up at four forty two in the morning, I had some breakfast, a breakfast of a tuna fish salad sandwich. I went through all of the blogs that I have on my google reader. I am doing my best to keep my mind off my cramps, I hate these cramps. I am hoping that this earl grey tea that I am currently drinking will help with the cramping. in the past tea has helped with cramps. I want to avoid taking panadol. I read that this is supposed to be training for giving birth naturally in the future. though i don't know how true that is, as I have yet to give birth.

facebook

I like reading people's post on facebook, sometimes I will comment if they say something that is relevant to me, or that I agree on, or I have something to say about it. or in other words write about. Or sometimes I will just like something, and leave it at that. And sometimes I'll post something. Sometimes, it will be in arabic and sometimes it'll be in english.