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My stomache is feeling very weird right now. That's what happens when I get worried about something and right now I'm obviously worried about something. Lately I've been scoping out Freelance writing jobs or any kind of writing jobs I can find while searching through the Freelance writing directory. I tried sending an email to a company but the website froze on me, I might try again later, but I'm not too eager about it. So far almost every other email send to a company comes back to me, with a failed message. I had a dream about candy yesterday, and my dad and my brother and i were driving in one car, and he'd left his other car behind our car, so when we where backing out of the parking lot he pushed the other car out and it ended up falling close to a ditch but it didn't it just kept going, and going, and then it turned into a van, and then it got itself out to safe ground, while we were all watching, in my dream i kept refering to a depressed train that went off the tracks and refused to get back on the tracks----Yes this is almost one of my weirdest dreams.
Sense when did inatimitate objections have feelings?
Sense never. There were other parts of the dream but they're pretty normal compared to the parts I just talked about.

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So I got a response to a comment that I'd made on Youtube about a month ago, stating that Persion's aren't arabs. And this dimwit replies and says, "I think I know where I'm from mate." WTH! it's just so obvious that Persion's Iranian's are not arabs. Ask any Persion and they'll tell you that. For one thing what makes an arab arab is the arabic language----- Iranian's speak Farsi, they don't speak arabic. So that right there is prove enough. But not for this idiot. No, according to him, he's a Persion arab---I don't know him maybe he's part Arab---I was commenting on what the comedian had said, and she had stated that Iranians are from the middle east, which is so untrue. Maybe they think because they are so close to the Iraq that they must be arab.

I'm currently watching the episode of I love Lucy, where they go on a bicycle trip, and Lucy winds up stuck on the Italian Boarder two times.
This is on the last disc of the Season Five, which I'm borrowing from my friend. The episode just finished so now I'm listening to Alex Jones. I like listening to this guy, even though I don't agree one hundred percent with everything that he says.

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Yesterday was Valatine's day, I didn't celebrate it at all. I've never cared much about that so called holiday. I find it stupid. Anyway, not much has been going on lately, my dad's in town, gathering information on two potiential companies, inshallah I hope all goes well for him, he deserves a break. He's been working so hard lately, my dad doesn't like using that term, so I'll say he's been working so Smartly lately. I want to go somewhere today, but I don't know where too, I'm pretty much broke in the money department, so I can't go on any spending spree's, besides I think I got more than enough while in Bahrain. I'm getting back into working out. My problem is that I'll start working out for a couple of days and then I'll stop, and find it really difficult to get back into the ring of things. I was going to wait till I got a replacement for the Treadmill, which like I suspected turned out to be a used one, that the store was reselling, after it had been returned by the previous owners. Sure he got at a good deal because of this, but what's the point of a good deal if the darn thing doesn't work? In good news, I finally heard from my Sister in law, that was really nice. I ws under the impression that she hated our family and didn't to have anything to do with us or me. Anyway, things have kind of been rocky over here, but that's neither here nor there, if that makes sense, all I can say is that it's a personal matter, and I would rather keep it private. I went to bed at eleven nineteen last night woke up in time for Fajer prayer---prayed, tried going back to sleep after I'd prayed, couldn't, so I got up, that was about nine minutes after six am, I read blogs for a little more than an hour, some updated some hadn't, took a shower, got dressed, sent three emails, an inqury email, and two employment emails, along with my CV, I'm really hoping that I'll hear from someone soon. It's been suggested that I try getting a job in an internatinational scool, that doesn't look right.... I finished reading two books, yesterday, Deja Dead, which to be honest I didn't get, Global minds, which basically pertaining to buisness organizations. I'm currently reading Twenties girl, which I'm liking a lot. The Host, which is much more interesting, than some girl that falls in love with a Vampire, to be honest, I did read those books, they where alright reading, but not worthy of reading a second time around, and so I won't be wasting my money on any of the books, I just borrowed them from my sister, who's a huge fan of the book and the movie. I prefer Harry potter, books over Twilight. The last book in the list, is Unsticky, which is an interesting read. The only two books that I'm currently reading now, are, Twenties girl which I wasn't going to get at first, because she talks to a ghost in this one, but then I decided that I'd get it, after reading the first page, and besides I just love Sophia Kinsella, I've become hooked on her writing ever sense I started reading the Shopaholic series, a series of books I never imagined I would read.

I went to Bahrain on Monday and stayed for two days, orginally we were only going to stay for one day. But then we decided to stay one extra day. The first day we went to the Seef mall, I got two DVD sets and a book. After leaving the mall we just drove around in search of a hotel. He called his brother, who'd gone to Bahrain, if he knew any hotels, he didn't know any decent hotels,well known hotels that is, and never got back to him, so I called my dad and found out where the hotel that we used to stay in when we'd stay over night in Bahrain, so we got there, and first he checked out the hotel, to see if it was up to par, he said, it'd be good enough for a day, which later turned to be two days. We got there about eight thirty, I changed into pajama's and just went right to sleep, he came back from the meeting with his friend, and asked if I wanted to get something to eat, but I was just too tired, so I just slept and woke up the next morning. He was asleep when I woke up, and so I just got cleaned up, got a bit of make-up on nothing drastic, and then sat with a nice thick book by the window, and started to read, he woke up, and we headed out to the Bahrain City center, I recharged my phone at the coffee bean, I like their service over there plus thier really friendly, unlike some other coffee place 1882, and anyway, I got two cold coffee's and ended up with a really bad headache, and only got about an hour of sleep the next day. So I stayed at the mall for a total of seven hours, just walking around, and doing some shopping here and there, mostly at the pharmacy and forever21, which has become my go to place for clothes shopping. Before yesterday, I spent the majority of the day in the Seef mall, I got some mexican food for lunch, I want to find some mexican food here. Anyway I got a book, Sofia Kinsella, twenties girl, Lipstick from nieva, Banna Shampoo from the body shop. Tuesday, I got the english translation of Deja dead. For drinks I got Strawberry lemon drink from the pretzel place.

So I finally get a treadmill and it stops working from the second use. It's brandnew so we have a warranty on it, so they should replace it hopefully, or bring someone to fix it. There's obviously something wrong with the Engine, because the engine makes this click, click noise when it's turned on. Plus I highly doubt that it's normal for all programs on the treadmill to indicate the same amount of time.