I've been looking for information online. Which sometimes isn't a easy thing. Because you'll enter one thing in the search engine, and they'll give a page full of things that aren't even related to what you typed in the first place. So now my only option is to think of different ways of putting it, and my other option would be going directly to the source. and inshallah when Allah sees that I'm activily doing something to get out of the situation I'm currently in, he'll help me all the more. Inshallah I really hope so.

I've finished all my shopping. I did all the shopping in two days. It wasn't really that much shopping to be honest, just a few odds and ends that I needed to get. I still have some money left, but I plan on saving the rest of the money.

After Reading Private, I'm thinking of reading, Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. I'm such a readaholic. Which in comparasion is better than being a smokaholic, or a drug addict, or what not. Anyway, I'm thinking of getting a book when I go to the mall on Monday, I want to get one of those new books, but that will be my last purchase. I have a whole list of things that I need to get, before I can get the book.

So the article I wrote for Triond didn't work out and I'm going to have to write it all over again, or I could just write a completely different article which I'll probably end up doing. I'm about half way done reading Harry Potter and The deathly Hallows. I like Grape Fruit smelling shampoo's over Coconut Scented Shampoo's. That was completely off topic. Back on topic, I haven't written anything for the other website. Because they haven't emailed me so I can reset the password, because I've completely forgot my password. It's supposed to be saved on the computer but I don't know what happened. Brother leaving to the states tomorrow. Yesterday I didn't do much, I played a board game with my sister, read, went on Cafe World, and Farmville, Treasure Isle, and Baking Life. Only one of my friends accepted my neighbor request in Baking Life. Oh well one is better than no one at all. I haven't watched any movies in such a really long time. As usual doctor phil was about the Doctor Phil family on Wendsday, I hate watching them. There's always something new and dramatic going on with them. Of course they wouldn't be on the show if they didn't have dramatic problems. Recently I've discovered a new show that I like, the Riches. They've put it in place of Sports, Kids, Mom's and Dad's. Which ended after that little girl won first place in some sort of dance competition, which her mom was considering taking her out of,because she suspected that there was some cheating going on. She'd seen, one of the girl's parents, recording a video of her daughter dancing, and so they wound up changing thier routine. Amazing race is on Fox series, but I don't watch it. I usually like Amazing Race, but this time I don't feel like watching it. Life, a television show starting Damion Lewis, honestly I watch that show cause I like how Detective Crews, played by Damion Lewis talks. Plus I want to see how it's going to end. Hopefully I'll be able to see the finale. Speaking of Finale's Ugly Betty is coming to an end. Seriously I'm going to miss watching that show. I like how Betty is more put together. So it makes sense for them to end the show, especially with her leaving Mode to work in London-- The store revolved around her workinf in Mode. And now that, that's practically over it just makes sense to end the show.
Anyway, that's all I have to say right now.

My serving tables are almost all empty in cafe world, I'm down to serving the mystical pizza and Chicken Pot pie. I would really like to thank the Cafe world people for providing me with hours upon hours of fun. I have sixteen hours before I get my crops, I'm growing, watermellon, and tulips, The watermellons should be coming in sixteen hours. It really gets on my nerves when people do nothing and expect change. I like the song for the World cup.

my day so far

I woke up this morning at eleven thirty, or eleven forty five. The first thing I did was go online, write a draft in a website, Triond.com. then I seeded some plots in Farmville, I didn't have enough money to seed the entire farm. I have an hour and forty one minutes till my next harvest, I'll be harvesting more things with the money that I make from harvesting the asparagus, I'm thinking of growing yellow mellon, only because it makes the most money. I'm currently taking a break from Cafe world, my serving tables are all full. I have just one more page to translate in chapter fifteen, than I can go on to chapter seven. The chapter I thought I hadn't gotten, but then found. Now I wish that I hadn't found it. But on the other hand I am happy that I found it, because that means extra money for me.

It's one thing to hold a person prisoner when they are guilty, but it's a whole other story when they are innocent. Anyway inshallah all things will go well and this whole thing will be over with soon. I know that what I'm going through isn't as huge or major as some of the problems other people are going through.

Lately I've been reading a blog, by a well known blogger, that goes by the name fourme, she's going through a really difficult time, she's fighting Cancer, I may not know her, and I may never meet her in this life time, but I wish her all the best, and pray that she get's better soon.

It's stupid to say that God gives us more than we can handle, because that's saying that God doesn't know you, that's saying that the one who created you, doesn't know you, doesn't know what you can and cannot handle. No one is going to choose a problem, and say, :Okay I'm strong enough for this problem, god please give me this problem.'
The thing is we don't know how strong we are, till God puts us through the test.

My high heels hate me.Why do I say that you ask? Because I'll put on my heels at home and they'll fit me perfectly, I'll even walk around in them to make sure of this fact,the moment I get in the mall, they're almost a size to big for me. I mean seriously. There is nothing more horrid than walking around in heels that are almost a size to big. I really hate when that happens.So I've come up with a solution, and that solution is to buy padding for my shoes. It's the only way I'll be able to wear them. Cause it makes no sense to let perfectly good shoes go to waste.

Today is the second day of June. That's all I have to say right now.