i don't watch the talk anymore----because of thier thoughts when it came to the casey anthony tape, and how they seemingly understand how the jury made the verdict that they made. i have been reading through the case, and it was clear and obvious that she is guilty. what were those jurers thinking when they came to the conclusion that they came to?

i am so bored i'm talking to myself. but i'm only talking to myself because i need to sound off my the thoughts that are running around in my head, a thousand and one thoughts are running through my head right now. like why can't america, live and let live, why must they police everyone into beleiving what they beleive, telling them that they have the freedom of religion, when in reality they don't. why is it okay, for gays to get married, but if a man who is already married to more than one wife---because his country and religion allow him to do so, he is only allowed to bring the first wife---and that's only if he's american----at least that is what i read, because i was curious about this whole thing, and anyway, i don't know i don't understand what harm any man is doing to the united states if he brings both his wifes to the united states, if the man has money, he's actually helping the economy and not hindering it. isn't an honest second marriage, better than some affair, that results in a love child ten years later----i think you all know who i'm talking about----and why do they turn a blind eye to the mormon community----they've been practicing pologomy---for years---but they just put them in a gated compound and forget all about them, and only talk about the runnaways, why can't there be a gated community for muslims who want to practice thier religion as they are allowed to do so/ where is thier right of religion? okay fine, if the american goverment doesn't allow for men, to legally marry more than one wife in the states, but why do they have to stop them from bringing them to the states if they marry them elsewhere. why is it okay, to have affairs that break up marriages, but something that is legal in another country and another religion, is completely off base/ and then they go on with thier stupid, "America's the land of the free." more like "america is the land of reality tv."

random friday

i woke up at fou something in the afternoon, turned on the television, it was on mbc drama----so i switched it to mbc4----i was hoping that something other than the real house wifes of o.c would be on, but sense they where on, i changed the channel, and i then watched, mbc action, the mentalist was on , it was a rerun, but then ncsis came on right after so i watched that. i forgot how it ended, i wasn't really paying attention, after that ended i just turned off the television, and started reading true crime stories----there's one story---about a husband that, cut his wife up, its grotesque to say the least. i'm reading these cause i like reading and writing crime stories, but mine never end good----or i can never seem to end them. i was also reading up, on mafia families---and thier lingo---and the famous mombsters.

i have stopped watching make it or break it for the time being---i didn't watch it at all this last week---or maybe i did, and i don't remember, i know for sure, that i did not watch it on wednesday, and i didn't watch it on tuesday----and i'm pretty sure i didn't watch it on monday either, and lastly, i think i didn't watch it on saturday or sunday either, and sense it doesn't come on friday or thursday i didn't watch it then either. i'm not exactly sure why i just stopped watching it for the time being, but that's just what happened, like for the most part i stopped watching blind date----and i stopped watching, stolen lives, and the valley of the wolves, and master chef-----valley of the wolves because i keep on missing it, i don't mean to miss it, i just miss it, or i end up watching my i love lucy dvds and lose track of time, or because i'm sleeping, i have missed many episodes of sila and the good earth. the good earth seems like its coming to an end. the white flower is ending on sunday----i'm planning on watching the season finale, sarah---a lebanese series is also going to finish on that same day. my main focus has been on heart beats---i'll be sure to catch the rerun at one thirty-----and sahra----i love that series-----hebah is so cute--------medhat---and his friend, both turned out to be officers, i never saw that coming----and the guy i thought was on sahra's side---who kept her from jumping off the cliff----actually wants her dead, but he not only wants her dead, but also her step sister, its really complicated, just like a turkish series is supposed to be. i don't mind anything dubbed, as long as they are not dubbing it into the classic arabic----that's fine for reading, and for other certain religious matters, but i don't care to listen to it all the time. i stopped watching noor again for the second time, and i also stopped watching, alya----for the second time. anyway, i have been stuck at home for an entire month right now, and i feel like i'm going to go insane---i already broke a candle----it was either that or the tv----the tv had stopped working---i got that all fixed----it just needed to be reset------now that i don't use the remote----it doesn't freeze as much-----i don't watch the morning shows anymore----so back to candle----it was cheap one, that wouldn't even light up, because the wax was stuck to the wicker stick, well the wax had melted into it, the part that's supposed to be clean of wax, so you can actually light it, that part. so my new tv list goes like this------sahra----heart beats---life unexpected---house-----the good earth----sila-------the white flower.
anyway, for ramadan---there's two series, i am only planning on following the kuwati series, and if there's any turkish series i'll follow that. the new sabya---series looks stupid...

i am very disapointed today---i was expecting my family to come visit me, but they stayed up too late-----and woke up to late to come. and thus i have to wait another week for them to come, so i spent the whole day sleeping---i just woke up at eleven, when my dad called and said that they wouldn't be able to come and then i went back to sleep and woke up a four something in the afternoon.

why is it when a non muslim does something horrible===like what that guy did whose behind the norway terrorist attacks----well they just call them attacks----of course if the guy had been a muslim or an arab----or a combination of both -----they would call him a terrorist---instead of an extremist----and terrorist attacks instead of attacks.

Things i need to do====i need to finish editing the coverletter---so that i have a small discription of all what i have studied---sense---i don't have any work experience---in the field that i want to work in---so i can at least show them that i have some background---in the subjects that paralegals need to know. or rather pre---law students need to know.
i need to enroll in online courses---for paralegel training.
I need to get things resolved with my uni---i was that guy had an email adress, it would be so much easier---than calling long distance.

Tomorrow is going to be the season finale of Nada al3mer going to be tonight, and the season finale of nurse jackie came on last night, i didn't watch it, because i was watching Sahra on that time. i didn't watch House---because it was an episode that I have already seen already. i really miss watching, innocent dreams.

I am thinking about taking courses in paralegale training in at expert rating,com, i've checked them out already, and they're certified. i need to call the university first and i need to talk to the doctor that's in charge with the middle east affairs, and anyway, i tried finding out, if taxes was a course, but instead of giving me an anwser, they just told me to refer all my questions to my professor, and then i told them that my professor resigned after i completed the program, and then i sent them all my information, and then instead of telling me of my status, they just told me to contact, the doctor that's in charge of the middle east affairs.

it looks like i am going to end up having to take another course in LLB commerical law from the american university of london, because it seems like they have forgotten to add a book, called intellectual law and taxes, because i only have a book called, employment law, and intellectual property, but i don't have a book called intellectual property-taxes.

I have been watching one turkish series, after another, my new current turkish series are===Sahra---and Ezel.

I'm going to see if I can go to the mall today or tomorrow, because I haven't been there, sense the saturday, before last----and last week I didn't go, because I was busy preparing---and I had a job interview---which didn't go well at all. i wish I could go back, and slap that idiot across the face, for not telling me exactly what he wanted when he asked me to come in for an interview, and why he didn't read my C.V in the first place. Alas, to other things, I have more pressing issues, than that stupid job interview, or any job interview, I need to recitify a problem i have on my transcript, because it doesn't match the courses I took, the transcript---lists, the LLM courses, while i took the LLB courses in Commercial law, and I can't exactly write a cover letter where I desribe all of my LLB courses, while I have the courses listed from my transcript as LLM courses. so that's my mission for this week, I'm also thinking of going to affilate---because they are the ones who issued the transcript in the first place, and asking them how I can rectify this challenege, So far I've emailed them, but they didn't get back to me, regarding, why my transcript does not match the courses that I took, so I emailed them again, and i have another emails at the ready, in case they don't respond to that way. Plus I've asked them to send me the course program for Commerical law, so that I can see, what courses are available in the LLB degree, even though I've already emailed them, and they told me that the courses I mentioned, matched the LLB degree, however they did not verify, wither it was the courses, that I had studied, or the courses that were listed on my transcript.

This is how the conversation that should have gone on wensday:
"So Hebah what's your job background."
"If you read my C.V you would know."
"That's right Hebah, you caught me, I didn't read your C.V."
"Have you written anything."
"I've written alot of things, can you specify?"
"Anything,we just need an example of your writing."
"So you want to read my stories?"
"No, I mean I want to read about what you studied in college,"
"Alright thank you for clarifying that with me."
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here's how the conversation really went,
"So Hebah what's your background?"
"I worked as an intern, for a company,"
"Interesting, so what did you study,"
Damn I completely forgot what I studied----I know what I studied, but
i just can't list the names of all the books that I've studied,
so I just said, "I studied commerical law in the American university of london,"
"So you'd take your exams in london?"
"No, I'd take them at thier affilates office, in Dammam,"
"Uh, I see, okay,"
"So you came here for the interview from dammam?"
"No I live here?"
"Does your family live here to?"
"No, they live in Dammam."
"Are they in Aramco?"
"No,"
"Oh, so you're living here alone?"
"No,I'm married."
"Oh,"
"So you know in order for HR to consider you, you need to send in a writing sample,"
"A writing sample of what exactly?"
"anything, just a writing sample."
"Didn't you write Essay's in college?"
"No, we just questions and answers,"
"Do you have your exam papers?"
"No,"
"Then you can write about what you studied."
"Okay, I'll do that."
"Thank you,"
"Oh right, what does your husband do?"

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okay that wasn't too creepy right? but that's probably because I didn't put my name in each of the sentences that was meant for the person (male) conducting the interview was saying. I just hate that. I really do, because it makes me feel uncomfortable, and what's it to him what my husband does or doesn't do, in all honesty, I should have just walked out of there, but I being me, wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt, and see where the conversation would go. I learned one thing though---to write a cover letter, about all the things that I studied in college---and send it along with my C.V, and I also know that I don't want to work for anyone that makes me uncomfortable.