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I have a headache. He says that I've lost some weight. But I don't see it. I feel the same, anyway, I should be hearing from him in about thirty minutes, or something, or probably at seven. So right. I guess that's all I have to say right now.

I got my suitcases all packed, I don't think I'm going to be putting the bags of books in boxes, I'm just going to keep them in bags, I think that would make it easier to carry down the stairs and into the car. Anyway, inshallah he's supposed to be getting here today.

Tonight my sister and I went to the mall. We went with Taxi. My sister got a pair of shoes and a mini skirt---I didn't get anything---I didn't see anything that was worth while. I figure if I'm going to buy something it should at least be something worthwhile. I got some grocericiers from Carfour---nothing big, and I treated my sister to Sushi----the service wasn't that good---the waiter wasn't very friendly like the waiter we had the last time I went there. Anyway after the sushi meal my stomach started to bother me, so I'm not going to have Sushi again. My sister doesn't beleive this. She says the next time I come back for a visit that I'll take them to the Fushi resturaunt----but she's wrong. Anyway god willing he should be here tomorrow afternoon---so I'm going to have all of my things packed into a suitcases. I'm going to pack what I can into the suitcases, and the rest I'll just keep them in thier respective bags. Oh well I was disapointed that I didn't see a single thing that I liked. Well on a postive note---at least I didn't spend too much money today, and my sister and I didn't get in any stupid arguments.

I'm happy right now. Very happy in fact I got a new DELL laptop today. Because they couldn't fix my old Laptop. which was an ACER/ I was going to get a notebook, but notebooks don't have DVD drives. and well I need to have a DVD drive---in the case that my husband takes centuries to get me a television and DVD player. So yeah, I just love everything about this Lap Top. my dad's the best.

Things I loath doing:
Waxing it's such a pain. But there's no other way to remove hair and get a really smooth service for a long time.
So all in all it's worth all it's pain.
To alieve the pain, I do little sections every hour or so. Because I can't stand to do it contiuesly. I'm such a baby I know.
Going to the dentist---it's not a place that anyone likes to visit---but it's something that has to be done.
Asking for help in stores, I hate asking for help in stores---like asking if they have my shoe size---I try my best to avoid that, by going to places where they sale the shoes in pairs, instead of from those stores that only display one member of the shoe.

I'm listening to Whose wedding is it anyhow? Anyway I don't know what I'm going to be doing today. I was thinking of going to the mall. Because I need my coffee fix. Yeah once again I've become addicted to coffee-but not as much as I used to drink, these days I only get coffee whenever I go to the mall. Anyway I usually get a normal sized coffee, but yesterday I got a tall coffee, it took me a couple of hours to finish it, because I'm a really slow coffee drinker. Anyway my sister and I got into a little tiff before going to the mall but once we were at the mall she was really sweet and she got me a really nice skirt.

The weirdest thing happened when I my sister and I went to the mall. We where sitting on one of the benches in the Dharan mall waiting for the driver to come pick us up. When this Bharni guy and girl come---they seemed like boyfriend and girl friend---or maybe married, I'm not sure--they seem like they were getting along at all. From thier body language it was clear that they'd gotten into some sort of disagreement, but that's not the weird part though, the weird part was when he started staring at me, and then she started. I'm thinking what is? No one ever stares at me. Except today for some reason. I didn't do anything different today, but today I noticed it more. Oh yeah went to Jareer and picked up my bags, no questions asked. But then had to walk around to get out. I hated that part. And the guard was staring---whatever. I'm a married women, so it makes me uncomfortable when some guy stares, especially if they stare while I'm with my husband. Speaking of which I should message him, I miss him very much. I sent him my CV so I hope he gets to it. Anyway I think he's in Riyadh now. (My dad that is) Oh my dad never notices when someone stares, for some reason he thinks that if a girl is covering her hair, that automitcally stops guys from starring. Speaking about covering the hair, this lady told my sister to cover her hair in arabic, so my sister acted like she didn't know arabic and then the lady told her, 'Please cover your hair.' she had the cutest accent. And then she walked on her way. First of all, I don't think it's anyones busniess to tell anyone else what to do. So tomorrow we might go to the Rashid mall. I keep on forgetting to buy make up brushes. Anyway I got an outfit last night and tonight I got a skirt. Anyway my sister finally got her MANGO purse. I was going to pick up a doughnut from Krispy Kremes for my brother but than I forgot all about it. Anyway, my mom and I are thinking about walking to the Shata mall tomorrow morning. Just a thought. I cotemplated walking to the Farm store, this morning because I was really craving peanut butter cups, but then I decided I would wait till my mom woke up and than we could go together, but my mom didn't wake up till after one, meaning it would be way to hot to go walking to the Farm store.
Speaking of which I never heard of the Farm store till we moved back to this area, we had been living in a further area when we first came back to Dammam. Yeah a long while ago we where in Jeddah, than my dad's company relocated him to Dammam, we stayed for a year in Dammam, than my dad got a job in another company that lasted three years about---that was in Riyadh, then he got a new job that lasted a year and then he got a job back in Dammam, so we moved back, first into a compound and then into an apartment. Which is were my family is still living. There's been some small talking about moving to a compound---but it's not something I think is going to be happening anytime soon. My husband for one is completely against moving to a compound, he beleives they're too risky, especially the ones in Riyadh, I don't know about the ones here in Dammam.

My latest addictions:
Black coffee from Seatlesbest.
Green Tea---Lipton mint flavoured
Polyvore
Blogs

I got a miss call from my husband I don't even see how I missed the call in the first place. Unless he only let it ring once--Anyway my phone's charging now so I'll message him later. I'm not in the mood to talk to anyone right now. My stomach is bothering me as usual, and so is my head. I really don't know what's wrong with me. All I know is that I want to go home and the sooner the better.

Why is it that the peoplee here seem so engrossed in judging everyone else and they forget themselves? Why is that we must conform to thier ideas, to what they think is right? it's not like they conform to our ideas or what we think is right. I don't like doing something just because everyone else is doing something. I don't want to wear a colorfully decorated abayah just because everyone is wearing a colour decorated abayah, I don't want to carry around a three hundred riyal purse just because eeveryone is doing that---when I say everyone I obviously mean girls.
Anyway, I just hate it when someone comes and tells me, "Oh you have to wear this, and buy this, because they'll think your poor, they'll think you're low class if you don't." Well screw them they can think whatever they're going to think. I'm not going to spend thousands trying to impress people, who could give a rats ass about me.

I'm really annoyed with my older brother right now. HE NEVER REPLIES to anything that I send him be it an email, or a wall post on FACE BOOK and he NEVER replies. I see that's he's replied to other people's wall posts, but he just completely ignores mine. I feel that he doesn't like us anymore. Ever sense he married that girl, he's changed, and not for the good. I don't even know her, but I hate her.

So they gave him the prize=--to encourage him. Mark my words NOTHING is going to change, the troops aren't going to leave anytime soon---that prison is NEVER going to be shut down at least not anytime soon. Only the RICH are going to get any Real Justice, or health care. Only the RICH and wealthy are going to be able to have a good education....This is depressing. I'm ashamed of my goverment.-----What a shame.
But I will always love America---just not the people running it at the moment.
But Obama is giving the arabs and muslims a false sense of security.

Next top model

I'm watching True Holywood stories about Next Top Model. I never watched this show. Only because they're not showing it on any of the channels. I'm hoping that they'll put it on Style, or E though. It looks really interesting, although maybe a little stupid, but it's kind of interesting seeing how people act without scripts. It's way different than watching a scripted televison show, where everyone knows what's next, and who's going to say what. But I wouldn't go out there and buy a DVD set of the show, I don't think it's that interesting. Actually I can't really say that, because I never really watched the show, so I can't really say whether or not it's interesting or not. I missed my arabic series---because the showtime kept going out. Anyway, I want to see all the seasons, in one of the seasons, a girl fainted.

Find me on Polyvore

I read A beautiful mind yesterday. Finished watching season three of Hero's. Seriously I never thought that I would be interested in a show like Hero's I don't usually go for shows like that. But this show is different somehow. I guesss it's because it's not predictable. Most of the shows I watch are very predictable, but this show, is full of cliff hangers and exicting storylines. Anyway I'm waiting for them to put up season four of it, I want to see the contiuiosness of the last episode of season three. Well scratch that not all the shows I watch are predictable, only the sitcoms.

favorite tv shows

Favorite current televison shows

Hero's
I love lucy
CSI
House
CSI New York
My wife and kids
Home improvement
Criminal minds
Bones.
Tyler Perry's house of pain.
How do I look/

Bride Wars ---random

I'm watching Bride Wars. Anne Hathaway and Kate Hudson star, and that lady from Third Rock from the sun also plays on it, but so far I think she only has a small role on the movie---though I could be wrong about that. So don't quote me on it. I hate how once I turn off the A.C the room gets really hot and then when I turn it on, the room gets really cold really fast. There's just no winning. We where supposed to get the screens fixed before I got married and they never got around to it. Anyway, I hope my dad comes back with some good news from Jeddah, I've been worrying about him lately. Anyway I might start working right away when I get back to Riyadh inshallah. I've been thinking of going back so much lately. Anyway I hate Galaxy bars, Galaxy milk isn't that bad, way better than thier bars or candies.

The invitation.

Thursday I invited my family out to the Sushi place. While we we're waiting in the food court on the new side for the resturants to open my dad suggested that we go to the Chinese resturant, but I said no, that I wanted to go to the Sushi, and sense I was the one doing the invitation than it was my choice whether or not I wanted to go to the Chinese resturant or not. Anyway we went to the Sushi resturant, there was only one other family there, than they left, and then we changed tables, than another two families came. We didn't order much, my sister ordered a mix that she and my mom shared, I think I'm going to get that one next time,except next time I think I'll try Tony Roma's, anyway I got salmon and Avecado, the first time I have ever tried Avacodo before. I got the bill, and was happy to see that we hadn't spent as much as I thought we would. Anyway, I am sure that had we gone to the chinese resturant I would have easily spent five hundred. I know this because people always open thier appetite at the Chinese resturant, practically ordering everything on the menu.

For the life of me I cannot get onto my Wordpress account, I get to the front page, I put in my information, and then it takes me to this page that says, Internet explorer cannot open this webpage. Which I find annoying, so I try refreshing it of course and get the same problem. I need to get some more antioxdiant pills. I know eatting plenty of fruits and vegetables would be good too, but I don't think it's enough. I guess you could say that I rely a little too much on pills. But that's just me. Some people cannot stand to take pills, I don't mind taking pills, as long as I know what they're for. Anyway.

Not much going on lately. I need to some work outs, which I'm going to go do now.
okay, i did some light excerise, of course I'm no where's being done yet. I just like doing a little excerise, in a contiues line---not making sense, I know.

To be honest, I'm very annoyed right now. according to the book I just read that your supposed to eat five times a day, that just doesn't make sense to me. Five meals a day, seems to much to me. At least that's my opinion.

So my husband calls last night and tells me that he's got plans to go to Jordan. I know he has friends in Jordan, so it's not a surprise that he wants to go there. Anyway, god willing when he calls tomorrow, I'm going to ask him, when plans on coming back to dammam, because I really want to go home. Don't get me wrong I love my family, I just want my independence.

I wanted to finish the translating chapter eight, but at least I'm half way through it, and it's not taking me as long as chapter six took me, which is a good thing.

I'm glad that Doctor Phil is back on. I was starting to worry that they wouldn't be putting him back on. But they did. And that makes me happy.

So it seems that his on his way back to Riyadh---because his syrian cell phone appears to be off---because the mesage didn't go through----then I know that the Syrian phone lines are nothing to brag about. Anyway I know it's not my phone, because my sister used my phone today to call her friend and ask her if she wanted to go to the mall. Anyway, I hope that he's okay inshallah....Most likely he should be heading back tonight, in fact he should be on his way. So inshallah I'll hear from him sometime tomorrow. For now I'm just going to live life.

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I wonder if my dad actual took my Laptop in or if it’s still sitting in the back of the car. I hope they can fix it. Now if he’d only call up the people I’m translating for, I have five more chapters left. If I was ambitious enough I would do a chapter a day---but that’s getting a head of myself, but I suppose it could work through. I don’t get what the deal with Dry Shampoo is, I just googled it, I’m going to see what it says. Dry Shampoo is made from the following ingredients: include corn meal –corn starch---talcum powder---- not all of them together, you choose one and go with it. These ingredients are supposed to grab the dirt in your hair and make it shiny. You can add hair oil if you want to the mixture---it’s pretty messy, so I won’t be doing it myself and I wouldn’t advise anyone out there to do it either. I heard that there’s been a Tsumnami in Some island that’s owned by America. The internet is going really slow. And I’m really starting to like this keyboard I like the fact that it’s got a wrist rest on it, unlike the normal ordinary everyday keyboards that my dad always gets. Some people can be so mean. These people left a ton of mean comments on this girls YOUTUBE page. I mean if you don’t have anything nice to say, or you don’t like the person’s video’s just leave, go on to another page, that’s easy to do right? But no some people just have to bash on others for no good reason. I hate that my phone is so quiet. I’m watching another episode of Cheers===Yes I’m having a Cheers marathon, because there’s nothing on television. Nothing at all-----at least nothing that I want to watch, in this episode Fraiser Cranes mentor goes out with Carla. I started watching it before but then I got side tracked. So the mentor proposed to Carla but she turns him down. In other news my dad forgot to take my laptop to the shop, so he’ll have to wait for Saturday to take it to the shop.

Today I woke up at two, I tried to go back to sleep, but I just couldn't. So I went and took a shower instead. I'm listening to Cheers in the backgroud. Because nothing interesting is on television. My dad paid the phone bill yesterday but today they disconnected us. Ironic isn't it? I don't recall the dream I had this morning. I went to sleep around nine thirty this morning, which is earlier than yesterday. Yesterday I went to bed at eleven in the morning. I might go to the Dharan mall later. Or maybe not. But I think I will because the walking will do me some good. I started reading slim down for life. I finished reading Strength finder two point o. Now I'm feeling a little tired. But I don't want to sleep now. My cell phones sitting on the table quietly not a beep has come out of it.