Wednesday, September 30, 2009

"They forgot to take smart pills."
"I refuse to pay 122 dollars for something when I get buy it for fifty."

Monday, September 21, 2009

"Look I apologize for running late---I didn't realize you were so close to home." Andrea told Mike after Mike informed her that he'd been waiting for her for thirteen minutes. "I'll think about forgiving you." Mike replied in a serious tone as he made a turn at an intersection. "Suit yourself, I don't care if you forgive me or not." Andrea replied, she wasn't going to beg him to forgive her for being late. She had said she was sorry and that was all she could do.
"So you don't care if I forgive you or not, it's not important to you?" Mike aked sounding offended he'd been hoping that Andrea would be groveling seeking his forgiveness instead of being indifferent about the whole thing.
"That would go against me beliefs." Andrea replied coldy. She felt angry with Mike for not forgiving her right away. She knew if the tables had been turned she'd forgive him, without so much as giving it a second thought.

Later that night Andrea was watching television and something funny came on, she wanted so much to laugh but Mike was constantly telling her that she needed to change her laugh that she laughed like a little school girl. This always confused Andrea because she didn't know how she was supposed to change her laugh. in her opinion a persons laugh was something that came natural.
so when the funny scene came on she did her best not to laugh as not to evoke any
commentary from Mike.
But one day she lost it and started laughing at a scene, Mike rose his eyebrows,
and said in a serious tone---"Stop laughing like a little school girl you are a married women now."
Andrea looked confused, "How am I suppose to change my laugh?"
"Put your hand over your mouth, you don't want people seeing your creaked teeth."
Mike replied, he didn't say it to hurt her, he said it because he cared.
"Oh am I going to offend people with my creaked teeth?" Andrea asked angrily.
"Calm down there's no need to get angry, I'm only trying to help you." Mike replied.
"No need to get angry when everything I do and say is wrong---when I can't even be myself, because I'm supposed to transform into this other being---to adjust to what everyone else wants and ignore myself in the process, how can you expect me to be calm, when I can't even enjoy myself or speak my mind, because I know if I do, you'll get offended. how can I enjoy myself, when I'm constanttly made to feel stupid, I wish you wouldn't tell me something and then say it was just a joke, because that makes me feel stupid, because I really want to learn." Andrea replied,
by now tears were running down her cheek, she felt very lost and confused.

Where do you go where no matter
where you turn your feel lost?
What do you do?
When you feel that everything you do is wrong?
What do you say?
when you feel that whatever you say is wrong?
where do you go?

I hate how I feel right now.