I have the craziest sleeping scheldule yet. Today I woke up as they where calling for the last prayer. of course I had also gone to bed a little after the afternoon food, I was planning on staying up, but do you know how difficult it is to stay up, with no food? it's practically impossible. Tomorrow morning, I plan on going to sleep right after I prayer the first prayer of the day. That way I can possibly wake up, either a little before they are calling for the afternoon prayer. And that way, I can actually be awake, to make all my prayers in time. Cause I feel very bad about that.

I didn't do any book reading today. I read a lot of blogs. I looked at pictures of stillborns, it scares me that one day if I ever become pregnant, that my baby could be born dead. I started looking at the pictures, because this blogger, was talking about her daughter that had been born dead, it was just heartbreaking and sad. I didn't leave a comment, because, what do you say to a person who has lost a part of them?
All of the pictures were errie looking, some where deformed, it was just sad, and then I got to thinking about the families who have to bare thier loss, it's one thing to look at a picture, but it's a different thing completely to be right there, to be the brother, the sister, the mother, the father, who has to bare the loss of the baby.