I'm not interested in any of the presidental candiates---for the U.S. So I probably won't be voting for any of them. I can speak all my views on these people, because I never voted for them. I went to the bank sometime earlier this week, and was told that my account has been frozen, because there hasn't been any activity, so then I told them, that I had never been sent my bank card and the lady at the bank said that they would resend my bank card, and so I gave them a pin card, for the bank phone and for the card, and now I am waiting for them to send me the bank card, right now I can have people send me the money to my bank account, but I just don't have a bank card to get money from the bank. Anyway, that is one adverture I've had. Another adverture I had is when I went to the Beauty center with my sister, and tried to be nice, but was treated coldly back, and I'm like whatever, you can't make friends with everyone.

I went to the sea with my sister and father, where I was supposed to meet fellow syrians, I only liked two of them, I didn't gain anything from the meeting because I already knew two of the Syrians and then a Saudi girl came, I know her, because her husband is friends with my dad. I started having a good time when they came. We visted them last night, and had a good time. I feel bad for her mother in law though---health problems.

I sent my hubsand an email. hopefully He'll see it this morning. Because I tell him that I'm going to be awake for breakfast and that my phone has been cut off. I wanted to email him earlier. but my internet wasn't working. I wish I had messaged him about the whole breakfast thing earlier. Honestly I was not expecting them to cut the line off so early. Because they had told me that I would have till saturday, so I try to send my husband a message and didn't it go through, there was no sending, it was message failed, and then my phone conversation with my mom just lasted less then a minute and when I tried calling again, I got, "You have exceeded your credit limit." I don't even understand how I have a credit limit, when I use a post paid plan.

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When the channels on the satilate box went out, I started changing the frequencie's using the numbers that were already there. and for a while nothing worked. for a while I could only get nilesat to work, and then that wouldn't even work, and I was starting to lose patience with it, because I had lost patience with it on Thursday and had thrown the remote control----its fixed now, and I never want to break it again. And then, finally, it went back to the orginal frequency that I had put. Because it wouldn't go to any of the frequency's listed. I seriously don't understand that. So now, I can only watch the mbc group, and mtv, and one tv on one channel, because I don't get nilesat anymore, apperantly, because that is where the doubles of the channels that I watch. Anyway, it's not a big deal, the point is at least I get those channels, and I practically fixed the problem myself. This morning, I had a dream that had a daughter, I knew it was my daughter in the dream, because this guy, in the next car, goes, "She gave birth to a blonde haired girl." I have no idea how my daughter is going to have blonde hair? But I guess stranger things have happened, anyway, I think there are people in my family that have blonde hair. Anyway, I thought it was interesting that she was the spitting image of my sister. I look very similar to one of my aunts and one of my cousins, so it kind of makes sense that in my dream my daughter looked exactly like my sister. My dream daughter that is. Anyway, it probably doesn't mean anything, but whatever. I am watching Blind date on fox series, next is master chef australia. But its going to be a boring epsisode, my favorite epsiodes are the ones that they have the mystery box. Those episodes are the most interesting episodes. Although I don't find the likes of tonights episode interesting I am still going to watch it. Last night I went to bed at two in the morning, and then, I woke up at six in the morning.

I hate that I am missing the biggest loser, and all my other shows, such as Top Chef, Master Chef Australia, The doctors, Doctor Oz, my turkish series that I follow-----not my personal series. Good movies that are probably showcasing on MBC Max, Top Gear------only because they're comical, in a smart way. I like smart funny people. I hate how I am probably going to miss all of my shows, I got into watching this week. Who knows when I'll get the reciever fixed. Probably not in a very long time. I am downloading some updates for my computer, so that I can play my dvds. I want to get a dvd player. I really wanted to take a shower today, but on account that there's no running water I can't do that. I also hate that I'm missing the british version of Paris Hilton's new best friend. And that I'll be missing I used to be fat. Now how am I supposed to be inspired to lose weight or workout? This would all be good and fine, if my Ipod worked, but my ipod is dead.

Oh my god, the drama----of Paris hilton's BFF, the British version. It seems like everyday, someone is against someone, there is always drama going on. This week, the drama is between Emma and Cat.

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To be honest, Steve Jobs death, didn't sadden me at all. I don't mean to be mean or anything, but I've got to be honest. I mean sure it is a sad thing, that the world has lost a creative mind, but that's life, we live and we die, its just the facts of life. I am sad for his family, because they more then anyone, have to live with his loss, they're the ones that have to grief his death. I know that if I was related to him, or at least knew him-- and not just knew about him, I would probably be sad for him. But right now, my heart doesn't ache for him. Though it aches for his family, because they are the ones who have to move on after his death. I heard this interesting quote on a movie, and as far as I can remember it went like this, "Don't worry about those who have moved on to the other side, worry about those who they've left behind."