I sent my hubsand an email. hopefully He'll see it this morning. Because I tell him that I'm going to be awake for breakfast and that my phone has been cut off. I wanted to email him earlier. but my internet wasn't working. I wish I had messaged him about the whole breakfast thing earlier. Honestly I was not expecting them to cut the line off so early. Because they had told me that I would have till saturday, so I try to send my husband a message and didn't it go through, there was no sending, it was message failed, and then my phone conversation with my mom just lasted less then a minute and when I tried calling again, I got, "You have exceeded your credit limit." I don't even understand how I have a credit limit, when I use a post paid plan.

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When the channels on the satilate box went out, I started changing the frequencie's using the numbers that were already there. and for a while nothing worked. for a while I could only get nilesat to work, and then that wouldn't even work, and I was starting to lose patience with it, because I had lost patience with it on Thursday and had thrown the remote control----its fixed now, and I never want to break it again. And then, finally, it went back to the orginal frequency that I had put. Because it wouldn't go to any of the frequency's listed. I seriously don't understand that. So now, I can only watch the mbc group, and mtv, and one tv on one channel, because I don't get nilesat anymore, apperantly, because that is where the doubles of the channels that I watch. Anyway, it's not a big deal, the point is at least I get those channels, and I practically fixed the problem myself. This morning, I had a dream that had a daughter, I knew it was my daughter in the dream, because this guy, in the next car, goes, "She gave birth to a blonde haired girl." I have no idea how my daughter is going to have blonde hair? But I guess stranger things have happened, anyway, I think there are people in my family that have blonde hair. Anyway, I thought it was interesting that she was the spitting image of my sister. I look very similar to one of my aunts and one of my cousins, so it kind of makes sense that in my dream my daughter looked exactly like my sister. My dream daughter that is. Anyway, it probably doesn't mean anything, but whatever. I am watching Blind date on fox series, next is master chef australia. But its going to be a boring epsisode, my favorite epsiodes are the ones that they have the mystery box. Those episodes are the most interesting episodes. Although I don't find the likes of tonights episode interesting I am still going to watch it. Last night I went to bed at two in the morning, and then, I woke up at six in the morning.

I hate that I am missing the biggest loser, and all my other shows, such as Top Chef, Master Chef Australia, The doctors, Doctor Oz, my turkish series that I follow-----not my personal series. Good movies that are probably showcasing on MBC Max, Top Gear------only because they're comical, in a smart way. I like smart funny people. I hate how I am probably going to miss all of my shows, I got into watching this week. Who knows when I'll get the reciever fixed. Probably not in a very long time. I am downloading some updates for my computer, so that I can play my dvds. I want to get a dvd player. I really wanted to take a shower today, but on account that there's no running water I can't do that. I also hate that I'm missing the british version of Paris Hilton's new best friend. And that I'll be missing I used to be fat. Now how am I supposed to be inspired to lose weight or workout? This would all be good and fine, if my Ipod worked, but my ipod is dead.

Oh my god, the drama----of Paris hilton's BFF, the British version. It seems like everyday, someone is against someone, there is always drama going on. This week, the drama is between Emma and Cat.

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To be honest, Steve Jobs death, didn't sadden me at all. I don't mean to be mean or anything, but I've got to be honest. I mean sure it is a sad thing, that the world has lost a creative mind, but that's life, we live and we die, its just the facts of life. I am sad for his family, because they more then anyone, have to live with his loss, they're the ones that have to grief his death. I know that if I was related to him, or at least knew him-- and not just knew about him, I would probably be sad for him. But right now, my heart doesn't ache for him. Though it aches for his family, because they are the ones who have to move on after his death. I heard this interesting quote on a movie, and as far as I can remember it went like this, "Don't worry about those who have moved on to the other side, worry about those who they've left behind."

I watched some I love lucy episodes, when I couldn't get the television to work. I was afraid that the tv, would never work again, and I would have to rely on DVDs, that may or may not work. That is never fun. I wouldn't say that I'm addicted to television, but I can't stand the silence when it's turned off. Although, I have gotten into the habit of turning everything off, when I go to bed for the night. I used to keep the television on, when I went to bed, because I could watch the television from the comfort of my bed, I can still do that, but I choose not to. Yesterday, I got to bed at a half decent hour, I got to sleep at seven thirty in the evening, and woke up at three fifty in the morning. So that is good. it's good that my sleeping patterns are getting better. Today, I want to curl my hair, I haven't curled it in such a long time. I am hoping that my hair curler will actually heat up. Last time, it wouldn't heat up, and I like to beleive that it didn't heat up, because I didn't give it enough time to heat up and not because it's no longer capable of heating up. Last time my family came over, my mom, sent some books with them, and I still haven't gotten a chance to read those books yet. I plan on reading them soon. I honestly don't understand people who say, they don't want to go through the system, but then want to get in contact with a lawyer. Why do they think that a lawyer isn't going to follow the system! I will never understand thier logic. Anyway, the lawyers pretty much said what I've already found out. That came to no surprise to me. I was just thinking of something, but then it completely skipped my mind. I hate it when that happens. I am trying to find another way, that my husband and I can go to the united states together. I know one of the ways, and probably the only way, is to go on a vistors visa. I wish he could apply for the k3 visa, while I am here. I have found a website, that sends you all of the forms that you need to apply for Green Card, and helps you to prepare it and everything. I'll be sure to suggest it to my husband. Well if he thinks, he can live outside the united states for more then eighteen months, and still get his american passport, I would love to see him try. Because he just won't listen to me.

Right now I'm watching the Break up. I watched it yesterday, but I had it muted, because I was talking with my mom on the phone. and then I found something else more interesting to watch and thus I missed the ending. So now I'm watching it all the way through, because I want to see how it ends.