A mixture of things.

First I would like to thank everyone that has decided to follow my blog. I know that five followers is a small number, however I am very greatful to have you all as follwers of my blog. So thank you all again. For taking out the time and reading about my life. I would also like to mention that I love reading all of your blogs.
It's funny how we somtimes feel more comfortable writing about our lives than we do talking about them. At least that's the case for me. It used to be that I had to tell everyone I knew what was going on in my life, now I just prefer to write about it in my blogs, if they happen upon it, than they do, and if they don't, well then they don't. At times I find it difficult to express the way I'm feeling to other people. For the most part, because I'm afraid, that it will make them feel bad, and if they feel bad then I feel guilty, and so I just keep it all bottled up inside----and then I write about it. I realize now that is wrong, I should tell people how I'm feeling how else are they suppose to help me if I keep everything all bottled up inside. Like for example if I feel that I don't like to be alone all the time---I should speak up and say something, instead of not saying anything, if I feel angry or disapointed about something I should say so.After all if everyone else has the right to be state what they are angry about than so do I.