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Well I'm up and ready to go to the store this morning. I just hope he doesn't disapoint me, by not coming. Because this time if he comes late, I can tell him that I've been up sense eight thirty, well eight twenty two. Dispite the fact that I went to bed at midnight, well after midnight, and I was waking up all hours of the night to go to the bathroom, note to self---never drink tons of liquids hours before you go to sleep because that's what ends up happening. You end up getting up all hours of the night and going to the bathroom. Anyway at least it wasn't freezing last night, so today is the first day of 2010, that looks so weird, 2010, it even sounds weird when I say it aloud. I don't know what this new year is going to bring, but here are the things that I hope it will bring---A well paying job, a house---a girl can dream can't she? a treadmill, and a kitchen----yes, I don't have a kitchen. I have a fridge, and a stove---that's all I have in the kitchen---plus the washing machine, but washing machines have nothing to do with the kitchen, and the only reason the washing machine is there, is because it's too big to be put in the bathroom.

Chess

What I don't like about the chess game on my computer, is that when you redo a draw, the computer still counts it as a draw, even if you redo the draw and win. So I spent a long time trying to win a chess game, and I finally suceeded. I watched a youtube video that explains opening strategies for chess, but I didn't really understand anything of it. Okay I did kind of understand some things. Here's what I know about Chess----The soliders can only move forward and attack diagonily, thier objective is to protect the king--thier stronger together, in a link that looks like a upside V or an upside down V, the knight, moves in L form and attacks in L Form, The castles--or Rooks, as some people call it===move in a striaght line anywhere on the board, so if you want to keep your piece, never leave it in the line of castle, or if you have no choice, at least postion another piece to eat the castle place. Then there's the bisbob, these move diagonly, and attack the same way, then comes the Queen, being the strongest piece it can move in all directions, and attack the same way, I find that the game gets easier, once, the Queen is dead. Last of all comes the king--who I've learned can only attack, if there's not a piece that would be in its direction, if it attacked the piece. the main key is to kill the queen first, then the knights, then the rooks, which ever comes first---though I prefer killing the knights first, because they're tricky, and then the soliders---the main point is to keep the soliders from getting to end of the board, now it's important to avoid easy kills, and let a solider take one or two of your soliders before attacking.

I need to write up a new CV, but I have no idea how I'm going to go about that. I have no job experience what so ever. my husband told me that he would get me CV templates I could work with, I've been looking for CV templates online, with no luck. I'm really frustrated about this whole thing. Now I'm feeling discourged. Who would want to hire someone that doesn't have any job experience? the thing is I want to get my foot in the door, but I don't know how to go about doing that. How do I write a strong CV, something an employer will take seriously. I don't want them to read my CV and think, "Oh she can't be serious." You know what I'm saying. Anyway, I'm going to search for Entry level CV Templates, I'm bound to find something eventually.

I may be going back to Riyadh today. I don't know when I'll be back online again. I'm sure they haven't bought the modem yet. How stupid is it, to have a line but not have a modem to actually enjoy that line? I just hate that. So I'm taking as many DVDs as I can. I'm not sure what time we're supposed to be going this morning. but we're supposed to go sometime this morning. I think my father just woke up, though I;m not sure, he may have just gone back to bed. I hate that he stayed up till two in the morning when he knows that we're supposed to be leaving in the morning. I wonder if it would be safe to go driving while its raining, I don't think it's raining that bad. You know when it's raining badly when there's lightning and thunder.

Here's what I don't get is if someone knows that I'm here in Dammam visiting my family, why don't they call and arrange a time to come see me? Why do I always have to be the one to arrange a time for someone to feel obligated to have me as thier guest. At least my friend called and invited me over back in Riyadh. And one day when everything is all set in the Apartment is all ready, I'll return the favor. Seriously it gets on my nerves. Or how the only reason they invite you over is because they want you to teach others english. I don't mind helping people, I just wish that someone would invite me over, would arrange a time to see me, because they feel pleasure in seeing me. I mean am I really that horrible. That no one can just call on thier own and invite me over? I understand that people get busy, but I know for a fact that these people invite people to thier home, so it's not something that just isn't done because they are too busy.
That just has me annoyed right now. If she wants to see me, she can call.

The style network is so fake. I hate it. I don't even watch it anymore. Except for The dish, but then I'm getting tired of the dish too.

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Let me get this striaght, it's okay for you to call me stupid, to call other people that deep are stupid, but it's not okay for me to call someone stupid? That's being a hyprocrite.
My sister is constantly teasing me, because I don't like to spend a lot on clothes. But now I'm thinking that I may have to fork out a little more for something dressy, but I would rather bargain hunt, before I rush in and buy anything. Speaking of clothes, I need to wash my clothes today, I'm going to check if the washing machine is free, because if it is I;m going to use it.
My dad has no interest in going back to work, and that has be worried. I told my dad
that I was interested in going into realaste, but the only problem is that I have no idea how to go about it. I noticed that when you take a shower everyday, you feel the need to take a shower every single day, you can;t even go a day without taking a shower, and even though the water, in the guest bathroom is freezing, I still have to take one every single day, I used to shower, one day, and skip the other day. But now I have changed that.
Lets see what am I thinking at this very minute? Why hasn't he called me yet?