A mixture of things.

First I would like to thank everyone that has decided to follow my blog. I know that five followers is a small number, however I am very greatful to have you all as follwers of my blog. So thank you all again. For taking out the time and reading about my life. I would also like to mention that I love reading all of your blogs.
It's funny how we somtimes feel more comfortable writing about our lives than we do talking about them. At least that's the case for me. It used to be that I had to tell everyone I knew what was going on in my life, now I just prefer to write about it in my blogs, if they happen upon it, than they do, and if they don't, well then they don't. At times I find it difficult to express the way I'm feeling to other people. For the most part, because I'm afraid, that it will make them feel bad, and if they feel bad then I feel guilty, and so I just keep it all bottled up inside----and then I write about it. I realize now that is wrong, I should tell people how I'm feeling how else are they suppose to help me if I keep everything all bottled up inside. Like for example if I feel that I don't like to be alone all the time---I should speak up and say something, instead of not saying anything, if I feel angry or disapointed about something I should say so.After all if everyone else has the right to be state what they are angry about than so do I.

I sent another email to the SAMBA bank and I still haven't gotten any reply back. My brother hasn't called or email, and the American Embassy hasn't written back either. I wish I knew what that letter---or email said. I think I am going to have to go to the bank to sort this whole ordeal out myself. I don't want to call cause I probably won't get any anwser, or if I do get an anwser, they'll probably say, "Go to your nearest branch."

Looking for a job is not easy.Especially when you don't have any experience, and people are always telling you that you're C.V isn't good enough, and yet, they do nothing to help you with your C.V, they just tell you to check online, Well I have checked online, and I've written my C.V based on what I read online about C.V writters, I even added some things to make my C.V more interesting, I have started contacting law firms, and now I'm looking for companies on bayt.com to send my C.V too.

I feel so bored I don't even feel like watching television. Even though I'm missing one of my favorite series right now. I just want to go back home. So I'm thinking of going back with my dad, if I don't hear anything from him indicating when he can come and get me by tommorrow, I think from last Friday till thursday is plenty of time for him to figure out when he can come and get me. So I'm not going to ask him today if he has any idea as to when he can come, though I'm extremely tempted to do so. Instead I am just going to wait till tomorow. Anyway, that's pretty much all I've got to say right now.

I think enough is enough, I want to get back home. and today or tomorrow I am going to ensure that I get back home as soon as humanly possible.

I'm looking for a job. Because I'm getting bored of just sitting at home and reading. I wouldn't mind doing some translations, or even prove reading. Hell I wouldn't even mind working in a school, at this point I have given up on the idea of me finding a job in an international law firm here in the kingdom, though I will contiue to send out of my CV to various firms and hope that I get a postive response from one of them. It has been suggested that I work in an Embassy, I however do not wish to work for one.