I didn't even turn on the television yesterday. Thursday I totally forgot about make it or break it, I'm going to check if someone has uploaded any video's on Youtube.

I finished reading Skinny Bitch in a day, now I'm reading an absolute scandal, next I plan on reading Malika, The book of fate, little women,
the gate house, the twelveth card, and the second book of the maisons, well techinically I am reading that book but lately I've been taking a break from reading that book.

I organized the bookshelve, the apartment spells weird, like this burning rubber smell, but now it's gone. Wonder where it was coming from.....Hmmmm, not much going on, took a shower, dried my hair, couldn't wait all day for it to dry. Tomorrow inshallah.I'll be doing some grocercery shopping myself for the first time ever. so that should be different, I just hope there's no really long lines at the cashiers. I need to call my friend and verfy with her for tomorrow, cause I have already varavied with my husband. Now lets see what else is there? contiue watching America's next top model on Youtube.

I feel sorry for children who's parents are crackheads, and have to be taken care of by other people.

Here I am.

I just finished reading Plain Truth. I want to get the tenth Circle, also by the same author, as a matter of fact, I want to get all of her books. I love her writing, and I love that she has questions at the back of the book, so it makes it easy to really hammer in the thoughts in my mind, and it would make really good, for a book club. To bad I don't know enough people that like to read. Next book to finish, is Broken Prey. Yesterday I finished reading Lovely Bones. I think I went to bed, at around seven thirty last night, and woke up at one forty five, washed my face, with my Himayla face wash, my face has gotten to be dry----even my T-zone, has become dry----now I'm going to have to get a different Face wash, a creamy face wash, or just something for all skin types, because my skin---is constantly changing from dry to combination, to oily. I wish it would just choose a type and stick with it.

I have a goal, to go without watching teleivison for an entire week. I know that I will be missing a lot of my favorite shows---but last time I watched them, I couldn't focus on them anyway. And besides, it won't kill me to miss those shows-----,I'll make allowence for Youtube---as long as it;s working, it's been on the brink lately----so for the most part this week, I'm going to be focused on reading my novels, and polishing my writing. After all as the cliche, goes, practice makes perfect.

no television.

I didn't watch any television at all on Wensday, it stayed off all day long, and you know something it didn't feel weird having it off. Of course I found noise elsewhere, I love Lucy DVDs, watched, the first disc of season five, watched some Youtube, it was working okay at first then, it just stopped working---well not exactly but it started acting all weird on me. So that's when I popped a tape in the tape player, just for the sake of news. Right now I'm listening to a tape, as I write in this blog. A tape I think I got in Jeddah, back in 2001, or 2002, I think. I kind of remember it, my Grandma was going to Jeddah, and I wanted to go to, so at the last minute my dad found me a reservation, and I got to go with my Grandma. I was worried that they wouldn't be expecting me, and that they'd be angry that I'd come, but they weren't. it turns out that my dad called my aunt beforehand. So the second day we were there, we went to this vacation house, that had a swimming pool, we spent the entire day there, I swam, ate, and had a really good time with my cousins. Though it bothered me that I was the heaviest one amongst my cousins, so that's when I decided to lose weight. I always have to remind myself, that I shouldn't compare myself to others, because my body isn't built like their bodies, I don't have really small bones, like they do, but still doesn't not an excuse to eat whatever I please, and then sit around and do nothing.