no television.

I didn't watch any television at all on Wensday, it stayed off all day long, and you know something it didn't feel weird having it off. Of course I found noise elsewhere, I love Lucy DVDs, watched, the first disc of season five, watched some Youtube, it was working okay at first then, it just stopped working---well not exactly but it started acting all weird on me. So that's when I popped a tape in the tape player, just for the sake of news. Right now I'm listening to a tape, as I write in this blog. A tape I think I got in Jeddah, back in 2001, or 2002, I think. I kind of remember it, my Grandma was going to Jeddah, and I wanted to go to, so at the last minute my dad found me a reservation, and I got to go with my Grandma. I was worried that they wouldn't be expecting me, and that they'd be angry that I'd come, but they weren't. it turns out that my dad called my aunt beforehand. So the second day we were there, we went to this vacation house, that had a swimming pool, we spent the entire day there, I swam, ate, and had a really good time with my cousins. Though it bothered me that I was the heaviest one amongst my cousins, so that's when I decided to lose weight. I always have to remind myself, that I shouldn't compare myself to others, because my body isn't built like their bodies, I don't have really small bones, like they do, but still doesn't not an excuse to eat whatever I please, and then sit around and do nothing.