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So this is confussing, I tell an immigration lawyer that I am American, but have been living outside of the United States sense I was seven and a half years old, so in response, the lawyer says, that my husbands visa will be denied because I don't have any ties in the united states. But I have family over there, and the lawyer never asked if I had any family over in the States, he just automatically assumed that just because I have been living over here for so long that I must not have any relatives in the united states.

I want to sit down with my husband and ask him what are the steps that we need to take in order to try for a baby. I am going to make it clear to him, that I understand why we can't ty for a baby right now, but what exactly are the steps that we both need to take.

Actually we've already had that talk, so I think that once we have left this country, than we can talk about babies again, and once I have published my story, and once I have made money online, because that is going to be my new job.

Afterwhich I am going to tell him that I want us to try for a baby.

I am supposed to go to the states for vacation, which should be interesting, to see my brothers again, I haven't seen them in such a long time.

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My new story is coming along greatly, I'm working on the second part of the story, which I think is going well. right now I'm working on the draft, so I know I will have to go back and proof read it when I am done. Meaning when I get to the forty page mark. Right now, I'm at the fourteenth page mark. I wrote seven pages yesterday and seven pages the day before.
I think seven pages a day, would be a good thing.
I may not always get seven pages, so at the least three pages would be good.

I wish Triond would fix thier image problem at this rate I am going to have to find another website to make money off of, through writing.

Or I will just focus on my blogs and my writing. Because I plan on getting it published once its ready.
Right now its not ready.

Tomorrow if tomorrow comes, I should be going to safeway, of course right now its not sure, so if I don't hear from him, I'll call and see what's going on, or maybe not, or maybe yes. I hate bothering him when he's working unless its a dire emergency, like no drinking water, or electricity.

So I will let him get back to me, and if he doesn't I'll wait till I see him and then ask him point blanky, to take me to the store. and if he says, "When?" "Now would be good."
because i never get a striaght anwser otherwise.

Seeing that I haven't heard from my friend I am going to safely guess that she's not back in Riyadh yet.

I need to get some glass bottles. because this American muslim blogger who lives in Eygpt, takes to boiling her water on the stove for a minute, and then she pours it into glass bottles and stores them in the fridge.

Now I'm not sure, if you can do the same with a plastic cup that doesn't have a cover and put it in the fridge to cool down. i think the point is to boil the bacteria out of the water.
I mean that's the whole point, the whether or not we store it in glass bottles afterwards.

being more assertive.

I woke up at eleven twenty eight this morning. which is the earliest i have woken up in a really long time.
I notice that I tend to be scared of my own shawdow, mostly i get scared or nervous of angrying someone but I need to stop doing that.
So in future when i see my husband again---usually he goes on buisness trips, so anyway,
when he gets back from his trip again----i am going to just ask him to take me to safeway,
no going around in circles, just simply ask to go to safeway, and he can either say yes or no, or, suggest another day.
and we have already agreed for the most part on monday,
however if we can't go for any reason, and he calls and says he can't take me, then i'll ask if he can take me on Tuesday,
I am hoping that i will be visit to see my friend on Monday, but seeing as that she hasn't gotten back to me yet, I am going to take a wild guess and say that she hasn't gotten back, so whether or not
she's in the city or not, I still want to go to Safeway, because the point is to go to safeway, and if not Monday than Tuesday.
Because any other day is out of the question.
and while i am there, i'll pick up, the garbage bags, shampoo, dish soap, and floor cleaner and new sponges.

Quran and other things

Today I woke up at two forty two, and prayed right away. Then I started on the laundry, and then I emailed my husband, whom I haven't heard from, sense I called him last monday, but I haven't heard from him sense then, and so I have emailed him. I wish he would get with the times and get his phone connected to the internet, I mean blackberry is just a waste if its not connected to the internet, and they've got various bundles. for internet for phones. Because I figure if he can't always get to a laptop, or computer, at least he has his phone, so that in case, I for example cannot reach him through sms, or a call, due to no credit for example, i could just email him, and he would be able to see the email through his phone. I could even ask him to get whatsap, and that way, I could send him messages via that messenger, which would be more cost effective than say getting an internet connection for the phone.
Sense I have already listened to the entire Quran, safe a few chapters----I am going to leave the tv off, till about seven and then from five in the morning, or maybe before that, well last time, it was five in the morning, when they started with the first chapter,
because i have heard the ending chapters already, and the first chapter, so i need to hear the third chapter, fourth, and fifth chapters, but if i can get it from the start, and just keep it on, or i could just put it on now, and then put it back on again at twelve.
or actually after twelve.
so I put it on, now they are on Tobah, I have to go check what chapter that is.
its chapter nine.
So its relatively close to the beggining.
well now it's on the tenth, chapter, I think I may have already heard this one, but i will keep it on anyway,

stories

I have a feeling that I am going to be a successful writer. I don't know how I got that feeling, but I just got it. Maybe because I beleive in myself, and I am going to stop at nothing, within reason to becoming the successful writer I know I can become. I have been writing for years and reading for even longer than that. And I really feel that my stories are really coming along, they are far cry then my stories of the past. back when I used to mix everything up and write unifinished fragments and use, they're for thiers, and mix peoples names, or add new people, and change peoples names throughout the story, because i would forget what i named them when i first started writing. I have been thinking outside of the box, when it comes to writing, thinking up new ideas, instead of just copying the storylines that are already out there, i have been writing based on my own imagination, not based on someone elses imagination. So the current story i am working on has nothing to do with anything i have ever read or even seen, it is purely from my imagination, and the same goes for my other story, i haven't added anything more to that story, but i'll but sure to add more to it in the future God willing.

I am now drinking earl grey tea. this morning I woke up at four forty two in the morning, I had some breakfast, a breakfast of a tuna fish salad sandwich. I went through all of the blogs that I have on my google reader. I am doing my best to keep my mind off my cramps, I hate these cramps. I am hoping that this earl grey tea that I am currently drinking will help with the cramping. in the past tea has helped with cramps. I want to avoid taking panadol. I read that this is supposed to be training for giving birth naturally in the future. though i don't know how true that is, as I have yet to give birth.

facebook

I like reading people's post on facebook, sometimes I will comment if they say something that is relevant to me, or that I agree on, or I have something to say about it. or in other words write about. Or sometimes I will just like something, and leave it at that. And sometimes I'll post something. Sometimes, it will be in arabic and sometimes it'll be in english.

I am currently reading twighlight for the second time and I have to say that I am liking it better than the first time I read it. Plus I am also reading Harry potter book two. Which I have read before and liked so I will probably like reading it again.

buisness

I am almost through with my task of getting information for starting and running an online company, I got all the information and then I translated it into arabic, and I saved it, in a draft of an email which I'm going to send to my husband. Speaking of husband, I need to call him tomorrow, because it has been a while sense I last called, or I could send him a message, soon, I need to make train reservation, I have prolonged my stay, it hadn't been my plan at first, but sense I was giving the green light, to stay as long as needed, but at the same time I don't want to stay to long at the same time. Anyway, as I was saying I got the bit about having an online company, buying and selling online, and I also had information on the common laws of incorporation, but reading through it again, because I had to retranslate it, I realized that it would be a compele waste of time, because A, you have to have, a board of directors, you have to to have a registered name in the state, or any other state in other words, Parterships and Sole propretorships don't count, and so it would be a complete waste of time, to find out what the laws of corporation in the states are, plus you need to have an actual address in the states, but due to the fact, the we don't have a board of directors, the address in the states wouldn't really matter. I guess people don't really count on how much work is really needed to open a corporation, or to incorporate a company, I did however, download a ton of forms, about resigerting a name in a state, registering as an unamerican business, I have to go through all of the forms.
I have told my husband about the trials of starting an offline business and he told me to focus an online one, I did send him an email before in english, and this time it's going to be in arabic.

I have been reading the Harry Potter series backwards again, along with the hunger games, those are the only two book series that I am reading these days.

I have downloaded a lot of music, and a lot of television shows, no movies yet. but I am going to look for Reo, and some more funny movies.

weird happening

So the day before yesterday I went out with my father and we had parked infront of some resturant, and then we'd gone and gotten some ice cream when we got back there was a guy standing in front of our car, of course I didn't see the guy till I got in the car, and he was standing so that he was right in my line of vision, but out of my dad's line of vision, and gave me one of those, "You're nothing to me," type of looks, something along those lines, and anyway, I just got busy with getting my seat belt on, and then just turned and looked the other way. Anyway, that night, in my dream, my mind was making all these excuses for why he acted that way, but when i woke up I couldn't remember any of the reasons that my mind came up with in my dream.

I can finally use my Iphone, because I finally got around to switching it to a postpaid line instead of a prepaid line, postpaid are so much easier, because you can hardly do anything with a prepaid line, the credit finishes really fast with a prepaid line. At least I could never figure out how to make it last longer. for calls. The internet lasted pretty good, but not phone calls, or SMS/

I haven't decided wether or not I am going to be watching the Kardashins reality show on MBC4.  I suppose I will make that decision on Friday. Though to be honest I will probably end up watching it, sense there is usally nothing to watch on Friday, or actually I could just read, till about eleven, and then watch, Teresa, the series I watch on Abu Dhabi one.

shows

I woke up this morning at ten o'clock, did some reading, ate breakfast, and watched some television, and did more reading. I have everything I need to know about the general idea of buisness law, and there are specific questions we can ask a buisness lawyer about. I am now looking at manufactures for a certain product I am looking into. Which i shall not disclose. I started giving shows I never thought to watch before a chance. like the 04 series. I think it's in it's third season. I could be wrong. but that is just a guess.
I'm going to watch the marathon of it, on Thursday afternoon.
That's what I did last thursday, before i decided to spend the afternoon watching the cooking channel, but this time I'm going to watch the marathon of 04.
Because i am curious to see all that's going to happen. and it's only thirty minutes, twenty if you count commericals.
I also started watching Bella, the last season of Gossip Girl, and Chuck.
Well Chuck I have watched before, but it's in it's third season now.

motherhood

One day I would like to be a mother. Whether or not that day will ever come. I don't know. for now it's just a hope, a wish that I have. I know that there is still alot of things that need to be done, before I can become a mother. I also know that when I am meant to be a mother, I will be a mother, no matter, how things seem on the outside in my life. no matter what. if i am meant to be a mother, i will be a mother, so i am not going to bring up the subject with my husband anymore. for now i am going to leave it for time.

series 2

I am hoping that they are going to be showing season five, of the good earth. Because I really want to see what is going to happen in season five.
they are going to be showing Ezel on Mbc four soon, I'm planning on watching that series, it used to come on Abu dhabi drama, with arabic subtilitles, this time i hope it will be dubbed in arabic.
They haven't mentioned season two of Fatima, I hope they are still going to be showing it.
When it ended before Ramadan, they said that it would be returning after Ramadan.
But they haven't mentioned exactly when.
I also want to watch season five of The fallen leaves,

Today is the first day of the Eid holidays. I don't know what I'll be during. Probably the usual watching teleivision, and maybe doing some knit working. I have been doing a lot of yarn work lately. Mostly just practice.

Lately I have gone back to working with yarn. I find it a nice and relaxing way to spend my time. I'm not perfect and I will probably never be perfect at working with yarn. But I can be the best I can be. I'm not there yet. I'm getting on well with knitting, I'm currently working on a baby blanket. As for croteching, (if that is the correct spelling) I'm not there yet. But I am sure I will get there, one of these days. As the saying goes, Practice makes perfect.

He would probably go to Russia and China.

There's nothing new going on in the news concerning Syria, nothing new at all. Just more fighting and killing, and bombing and that is pretty much it.

I don't watch the news anymore, or don't really put it on my scedule to do so, I have lost all hope that things are going to change over there. At least not for the better.

I just read the high lights on the news websites.

Right now, I'm watching, Mary The Angel, a mexican series, dubbed in arabic. it's actually good for me that it's dubbed in arabic, sense I do not understand, The Mexican language.

I don't know what's going to come on afterwards, but if it's something interesting, I will watch it.

I gave another series a try today, about a girl, that was born as a mixed gender, and was raised for the first years of her life as a man, and then she had corrective surgery, and became a girl.

The only Kuwaity series I'm currently following, is heading towards the end. Bader is still madly in love with Hind. But Hind is married to Rashid, her late sister's husband. Her mom, wanted her to marry him, so that she could take care of his children.  Bader's mother, returned to her ex husband, they remarried, and later she found out that she's pregnant, again, and this time she plans on keeping the baby. Her daughter, Budoor, is back with her husband---they never got divorced, they were just living apart for a while. Bader gave his mom an ultimatum, and now only his wife, Afnan, visits her, in her new home.

My Grandfather's house, another series I'm following-----Abu Adel, wants Abo Ghasslan's shop back, and he still doesn't want his son to return, to Mona, Abo Ghasslan's daughter.

The widowed neighbor, married, the chef of one of the neighborhoods, and so far they are not getting on too well, I don't think they are going to stay married for long.

Sabry, Abo Ghasslan's oldest son, wants to marry, I forgot her name.