I have printed out all of the needed papers for immigration, so that my husband can see for himself, exactly why I cannot sponsor him to immigrate to America. And so he doesn't think that I just don't want him to go to America. Why would I stop anyone from going to America? if he wants to go to America and he can find a way to go to America, fine with me. It honestly made me feel so angry when he said that. I hate having to constantly repeat myself, now I have the papers all ready, and everything. It turns out that just being married to an American is not enough to be able to immigrate to America and get the green card. I don't know why I get this gut feeling that I am only a convince for my husband, It's probably just the devil speaaking. Anyway, So I have already done what I can do. What confuses me is that they say you can send the I-130 application from outside of the united states and its terrotories, but you have to pay them by money order from an American bank, how am I supposed to do that from where I live. So on the website it says to contact your nearest embassy to find out how you can pay for the petion. So I emailed the embassy and told them that I need to pay for the i-130 petition, which I will be sending directly to America---to the united states citzen and imigration services, and I am waiting for a reply. I hope that if I can at least do that, we can figure the rest later. Except the Afvidativ of support, that is the biggest issue. Because while my husband can be a joint sponsor, I have to show that I to get sponsor him. And I have to prove that I have paid three years worth of taxes. Am I just supposed to go to America for three years, work, so that I will be able to pay taxes. And then what is going to guarantee me, that I will even be able to find work in America? Especially with how the economy is going. God help me.