Last night was a very nerve recking day. It's been so long sense I inflicted harm on myself, I was in such a fit of range that all I saw was red. I don't like when I get that day. I know that it's not good, I just get so frustraited about everything, I get sick and tired, of making what I need clear, and not getting what I need. Sometimes I think that everybody elses needs matter over my needs, and thatI just have to cater to everybody elses needs, and my needs are rarely ever met.