Sense I can't take my masters yet, I've decided that I'll take a course in something that I can add to my CV. However I'm not sure which course to take. I'm thinking between, Employment law---however I don't know how I'll manage to get hired with that certificate---even if it seems that it would go along with the degree I already have. Then I'm thinking of taking HR, I guess that would be okay, and that's something that's always needed, lastly, I'm considering Buinsee Administration.

Sometime ago I read a book about this boy named it. his name was Dave. However his mom would refer to him as "it" That poor boy endured the worst punishment for six years of his life, from the age of six to the age of 12. at the age of 12 he was taken out of his mothers home. After he left his brothers had to endure years of mental abuse from thier mother. Now I'm reading a book intitled Dave, and this book is also written from Daves perspective and in this book, he's trying to understand what made his mother the way that she was. He beleives that it had something to do with her childhood. That she herself had endured abuse as a young child, which is why she had been abusive towards him.

To me it' crazy when muslims need a religious person to tell them that prayer is better than sleep. That's a given. Prayer is better than sleep. This doesn't mean that you should just pray and not sleep. Of course you need to sleep. However if prayer is calling, you should wake up and go pray--without having to have some relgious person tell you that while calling for prayer.

Reading

I've currently started reading a book intitled: Unlock your potential:

one of the main influences of our behavior is our state of mind.

So far I really like this person: I've got to the fifth chapter so far. Postive thinking. I think postive thinking is something that's very important. And putting in action is even more important.

Went to the mall.

Last night we went to the mall. First my dad and I went to mall, while my sister went with her friend to the hair salon to get her hair cut and dyed. She ended up doing neither of these things. While in the mall we went to Costa, and then later, my sister's friends dropped her off at the mall and then her and I walked around. So we went to Sephora---the guy there was nice without being creepy. Usually they're either creepy, or too nice, or just down right snobby. Anyway,Sephora had most of the brands that I've heard about on Youtube, safe for Clinque, which we later found in Paris Galary, However, when my sister asked whether or not they had Urban decay, in any other store in KSA, or anywhere else in the arab world, they don't. it's an exclusively American company. Sephora looks nice, however, everything---at least what I'd seen, are all priced the same. Which doesn't make sense to me. The Sephora branded products were just as pricey as all the other brands. After Sephora we went to Sawani---they had Dior, amongst other brands. I didn't really look at the pricey---obviously they were pricy. Lastly we checked out the Body Shop, there I took a look at thier face washes, and body scrubs and washes.

I don't know what's going to happen today. Sometimes I get tired of hoping for good news----Good news that pertains to my situation. I know everyones thinking, "Oh she's so selfish." I'm not being selfish, I like it when I hear about other people's good news. it makes me happy, to know that someone out there is happy, it's a good feeling. However I would also like some good news for myself, for my situation. And to be honest I'm mostly hoping for good news, the involves someone very close to me. At times I wish I could get on the news and talk about this case, because it just so stupid. with a capital S. At times I feel like doing something drastic. Sometimes in life it takes something drastic to make things happen to solve things. Inshallah a door will open soon, that's all I can say. Because now with everyone being on vacation nothing much can be done. So I just have to be patient, and keep praying. So when I say I want goodnews, it's directly related to someone very close to me. This being a public blog, I will not go into the details of the case.

An edit on my past post: on either this blog or my other blog. Random Thoughts: Tuesday marks the ending of the first week of Ramadan, which means we have three more weeks left inshallah.