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I have a headache. He says that I've lost some weight. But I don't see it. I feel the same, anyway, I should be hearing from him in about thirty minutes, or something, or probably at seven. So right. I guess that's all I have to say right now.

I got my suitcases all packed, I don't think I'm going to be putting the bags of books in boxes, I'm just going to keep them in bags, I think that would make it easier to carry down the stairs and into the car. Anyway, inshallah he's supposed to be getting here today.

Tonight my sister and I went to the mall. We went with Taxi. My sister got a pair of shoes and a mini skirt---I didn't get anything---I didn't see anything that was worth while. I figure if I'm going to buy something it should at least be something worthwhile. I got some grocericiers from Carfour---nothing big, and I treated my sister to Sushi----the service wasn't that good---the waiter wasn't very friendly like the waiter we had the last time I went there. Anyway after the sushi meal my stomach started to bother me, so I'm not going to have Sushi again. My sister doesn't beleive this. She says the next time I come back for a visit that I'll take them to the Fushi resturaunt----but she's wrong. Anyway god willing he should be here tomorrow afternoon---so I'm going to have all of my things packed into a suitcases. I'm going to pack what I can into the suitcases, and the rest I'll just keep them in thier respective bags. Oh well I was disapointed that I didn't see a single thing that I liked. Well on a postive note---at least I didn't spend too much money today, and my sister and I didn't get in any stupid arguments.

I'm happy right now. Very happy in fact I got a new DELL laptop today. Because they couldn't fix my old Laptop. which was an ACER/ I was going to get a notebook, but notebooks don't have DVD drives. and well I need to have a DVD drive---in the case that my husband takes centuries to get me a television and DVD player. So yeah, I just love everything about this Lap Top. my dad's the best.

Things I loath doing:
Waxing it's such a pain. But there's no other way to remove hair and get a really smooth service for a long time.
So all in all it's worth all it's pain.
To alieve the pain, I do little sections every hour or so. Because I can't stand to do it contiuesly. I'm such a baby I know.
Going to the dentist---it's not a place that anyone likes to visit---but it's something that has to be done.
Asking for help in stores, I hate asking for help in stores---like asking if they have my shoe size---I try my best to avoid that, by going to places where they sale the shoes in pairs, instead of from those stores that only display one member of the shoe.

I'm listening to Whose wedding is it anyhow? Anyway I don't know what I'm going to be doing today. I was thinking of going to the mall. Because I need my coffee fix. Yeah once again I've become addicted to coffee-but not as much as I used to drink, these days I only get coffee whenever I go to the mall. Anyway I usually get a normal sized coffee, but yesterday I got a tall coffee, it took me a couple of hours to finish it, because I'm a really slow coffee drinker. Anyway my sister and I got into a little tiff before going to the mall but once we were at the mall she was really sweet and she got me a really nice skirt.

The weirdest thing happened when I my sister and I went to the mall. We where sitting on one of the benches in the Dharan mall waiting for the driver to come pick us up. When this Bharni guy and girl come---they seemed like boyfriend and girl friend---or maybe married, I'm not sure--they seem like they were getting along at all. From thier body language it was clear that they'd gotten into some sort of disagreement, but that's not the weird part though, the weird part was when he started staring at me, and then she started. I'm thinking what is? No one ever stares at me. Except today for some reason. I didn't do anything different today, but today I noticed it more. Oh yeah went to Jareer and picked up my bags, no questions asked. But then had to walk around to get out. I hated that part. And the guard was staring---whatever. I'm a married women, so it makes me uncomfortable when some guy stares, especially if they stare while I'm with my husband. Speaking of which I should message him, I miss him very much. I sent him my CV so I hope he gets to it. Anyway I think he's in Riyadh now. (My dad that is) Oh my dad never notices when someone stares, for some reason he thinks that if a girl is covering her hair, that automitcally stops guys from starring. Speaking about covering the hair, this lady told my sister to cover her hair in arabic, so my sister acted like she didn't know arabic and then the lady told her, 'Please cover your hair.' she had the cutest accent. And then she walked on her way. First of all, I don't think it's anyones busniess to tell anyone else what to do. So tomorrow we might go to the Rashid mall. I keep on forgetting to buy make up brushes. Anyway I got an outfit last night and tonight I got a skirt. Anyway my sister finally got her MANGO purse. I was going to pick up a doughnut from Krispy Kremes for my brother but than I forgot all about it. Anyway, my mom and I are thinking about walking to the Shata mall tomorrow morning. Just a thought. I cotemplated walking to the Farm store, this morning because I was really craving peanut butter cups, but then I decided I would wait till my mom woke up and than we could go together, but my mom didn't wake up till after one, meaning it would be way to hot to go walking to the Farm store.
Speaking of which I never heard of the Farm store till we moved back to this area, we had been living in a further area when we first came back to Dammam. Yeah a long while ago we where in Jeddah, than my dad's company relocated him to Dammam, we stayed for a year in Dammam, than my dad got a job in another company that lasted three years about---that was in Riyadh, then he got a new job that lasted a year and then he got a job back in Dammam, so we moved back, first into a compound and then into an apartment. Which is were my family is still living. There's been some small talking about moving to a compound---but it's not something I think is going to be happening anytime soon. My husband for one is completely against moving to a compound, he beleives they're too risky, especially the ones in Riyadh, I don't know about the ones here in Dammam.