I wish we could have breakfast together yesterday, but he wasn't in the mood, so I just did my own thing. And I'm nervous about Saturday. But you know, what's meant to be is going to be, and there's no stopping it. It is what it is. I just have to take life one day at a time, well that is the only way that it can take life. In my mind things are probably a lot worse than they actually are. But we see the world, based on what we see in our minds and not what's actually going on. Right now I'm watching One Tree Hill, there was a time where I didn't care to watch One Three Hill. And I've decided not to waste money on Showtime---because they have a few months where they show new episodes, new seasons, but once those seasons end they go back to the begining of those same seasons, till they get a new season, and then its the same thing all over again. The only complaint I have about this free tv, especially MBC Group, is that they keep on dumping arabic shows on MBC4. Other than that I don't have any other complaints.